31122005

0600
Phone rings…
She: hello

0400
Phone rings…
She: hello

0230
Phone rings…
She: hello

0200
Some hooligans vandalize my sister’s car..

0000
She: why are you being so nice to me??

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2100
New year party
@ IBM pantry
Just chocolate pastry
And 2 of my best friends
Reflecting on 2005
It was simple
no booze, no crowd
just 3 good friends
It was so beautiful ...



1200
On a Shopping spree…

1100
Salary credited..

30122005

0000
How can this happen??
I can’t sleep!
And the worst part is that
my ex haunts me …

1700
Mothers Birthday
Play: A TP Kailasam

Script
Dinner: Ragoo’s -- simply delicious

1500
Only to wake up now!!
Slept for 16 hours straight..

29122005

2300
Reached Bangalore
family and home...
and went to bed…

my sister and her family...


0500
“Sweet nothings” :)

0300
Presently listening to:
Havana (Remix) – Kenny G
Present Energy Meter Reading:
High

0200
I see love blossoming…
There is always a smile on people who are in love…
Great going Dhruv.. and AB

0100
The culprit for all my weakness…
Avil 25…
To avoid an infection took the tablet..
I am so much better off without it

27122005

I have been so tired off late…
Want to sleep…May catch a throat infection

26122005

1500
Our faculty member…
Impressions by Don…

1100
Sneaking a phone call in class…

0930
Khalil Gibran on parenting…

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself.
They come through you and not from you,
And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backwards nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archers hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable

0700
Breakfast…
8 km run
500 ml fruit juice

25122005

and btb MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

0000
Talking to another girl somehow makes me feel..
I am cheating on my ex…
Its been a year now we parted ways..
How long will this haunt me..

2000
My instructor always insisted on me to pump iron
And I always did cardio…
Eventually he agreed cardio was better for him too..
And it seems he has stopped pumping iron..

1600
It is said that if you sleep too long you dream…
And after a long time I slept in the after noon..
And alas I dream about my ex!
When is this going to stop!!
Maybe for the time being I should sleep lesser!

1100
It has been so cold under my cubicle
This was the complaint I lodged…
“its too cold under computer number 88 in FR5 in GEC.Inspite of repeated requests nothing has been done..Please look into the same or please provide monkey caps..”
Got immediate response…

24122005

0200
still writing that text book..

1630
presently listening to
Clint Mansell/Kronos Quartet -- SUMMER Overture
from the album "Requiem For A Dream"
its a must listen



1430
yes had a long shower
but had to skip lunch for that
"kuch paane ke liye kuch khona padtha hai"

1230
Good morning!
its such a pleasure to get up so late!!
but so many missed calls...

23122005

0400
oops!! time to rock in my cradle...

1800
Started writing a text book on
Object Oriented Software Engineering..

1500
Courage is not the absence of fear; it is making of action in spite of fear!
-- The road less traveled.

1000
After every test we follow the tradition
of sleeping in class

Bharath -- looks like a photo taken after a shoot out!!


Dinesh -- dont ask us!! we have no idea what he was dreaming about!!

0400
Late night studies…
Never works..
Donald -- standing -- sitting -- sleeping.
Whatever!! Check wher his left hand is!!

22122005

2000
Playing basket ball..
Injuries do happen..




Studying for advanced Java Test

1500
Code worked..
Got some fantastic evalution..

21122005

0200
All day did some intense coding..
With lack of knowledge and lack of sleep..
I am sleepy…
But by the time I walk by to my room…
I will be wide awake..

1500
One of my articles got published and
And the magazine for which I am the editor
was published on the net.

0400
I don’t even know Java…
How can I do a project in Advanced Java??God bless my team!!

20122005

2300
Got to finish my project

2200
Cycled 20 kms today
What gave me the energy to do it?
Today’s menu:
Breakfast: one large tea cake + 250 ml (tetra pack) apple juice
Lunch: Shanghai noodles + Chicken Manchurian + Orange juice
Snack: Apple pie + 500 ml mango juice
Dinner: Double Egg Roll + mixed fruit juice

1800
Finally went to the city...
Spoke to some people in my mother tongue..
Feels like home…

1500
Presently listening to one of the best country ballads I have heard
Dont cry joni by Conway Twitty

1130
Allowing yourself to be dependent on another person is the worst possible thing you can do to yourself. You would be better of dependent on heroin. As long as you have a supply of heroin, it will never let you down; if it is there, it will always make you happy. But if you expect another person to make you happy, you will be endlessly disappointed..



0940
Falling in love is an act of regression.
--The road less traveled, Scott M Peck.

0730
did i not just go to sleep?
i want to sleep..

19122005

0300
to hell with XML..
I am going to hit the sack..

2300
my itenary:
chennai marathon – 05th. feb. 2006
bangalore international marathon – 14th. may. 2006

1900
sauna -- compensation of the massage I did not have
such a relief to my sore legs

1100
submitted my bond to my employer
now i am a BONDED LABOURER

0800
its only in my mind.
i can get up in the morning.

0730
its only in my mind.
i can get up in the morning.
zzZZzzZZ..

0700
its only in my mind.
i can get up in the morning.
zzZZzzZZ..

18122005

2300
to watch
arsenal vs. chelsea
OR
Desperate housewives ??

what do you think i saw?
right...
i saw desperate housewives

2200
arsenal vs. chelsea

2130
dinner: bucket of icecream...
i am sorry if you feel jeleous...

2000
“the fact that the subconscious is one step ahead of the conscious may seem strange to lay readers”
-- the road less traveled, Scott M Peck

1800
sitting opposite to a very pretty shwetha in the train..
do i read the book i have or talk to her?
for some bewildering and strange reason i read the book...
i am such an idiot!

1600
helped some champ who met with an accident..
got into trouble with the law...
they thought I caused the accident..
honesty pays...

1300
lunch @ golden palm spa with family..

yumm... finally some good food..
wanted a massage after the run.. but it was so so expensive

0900
2 hours and
21 kms later
i reached
the finish line...

0710
damnit cramps!!
i cant give up..
i wont give up..

0700
at the start line.
on your mark...
get set...
bang...

0600
oh my god! i am late for the run

17122005

2200
perk of staying at home..
mom feeds me dinner...
while I chat on the net...

1600
bangalore half marathon here i come...
registered...
bought official T shirt...
and my chest number is 01234

1300
phone hunting..
preferably with a good camera..
planning to trouble you with more pics in this blog..
but cannot afford till january 2006.. lucky you


1015
the joy of staying at home,
you can get up when ever you want..
Good morning!

16122003

2200
mom dad!! i am home...

2100
(me, in the train, on my way back home..)
sister: Dileep, please tell my daughter that you will wake her up when you get home.
Medha is so sleepy, but ain't sleeping, because she wants to see you...

1700
editorial team group photo

1400
lost the battle..
zzZZZzzZZZ...

1100
battling to keep myself awake...
sipping my 3rd cup of coffee...

1000
yeah yeah..
i am a show off got an A again

0900
test.. tension tension tension

0412
Listening to music...
yes trying to avoid sleep
time for some music..
heres the playlist

1. Assasins - theme from requiem
2. Mozart – twinkle twinkle little star
3. Richard Clayderman – exodus
4. Vivaldi – four seasons
5. GnR – theme from godfather
6. Ramstien – evil german techno
7. Mike Oldfield - tubular bells

this is heaven..

0300
still trying to study
yawn yawn yawn...

15122005

2330
still studying for the test...
who said you cannot study 1000 pages in one day...
i will... 100 done 900 to go 1500
lunch: plumcake, chicken roll and apple juice...
yumm yumm yumm

1400
got 49.5 on 50 on the project
thanks to my neighbor hehehe..

14122005

2100
oops.. tommorow is the deadline to finish my Oracle project.. i dont even konw how to log on to the oracle server.. so god bless me

1930
editors meeting
rejected all the articles i got :)



1645
there is some thing so profound and sensual about live acoustic music.
listening to forever -- beachboys

1600
i should learn to prioritize,
first thing is to stop using my mail box.

1322
education today is big business.
including education under WTO is like legitimizing crime.

1119
i send so many mails in a day.
i am sure i would make any PR guy roll in shame.

0800
an alarm with snooze is one of the worst inventions.

13122005

3 AM
yawn

12 AM
working on this blog...

10 PMits already 10??
got to run on the tread mill!!

9:23 PM
you go to pee...
you are on
your mobile rings..
what do you do?
decisions, decisions...

9PM
why cant i prioritize?? i have so much to study
A life passes by, I watch passively.
I'm haunted by time, my enemy.
I fear that I'm bound, I fear that I'm free.
I'm haunted by time, my enemy...

8:48 PM
mistakes seem to stand out in perfection.. why WHY??

8 PM
music is such a healer!!

7 PM
when god was distributing creativity, where was I.
Foolmaker, i am so J.

5 PM
one persons voice for a couple of seconds can transform your day

4PM
name hunting for the unborn angel… mrinal / manas / milind

3PM
when you know something can go wrong, it will.. #$%&

11 AM
nothing like catching up on some sleep in class.. right :)

9 AM
how could i kill time in class without e-mails.
god bless everyone who invented the web and e-mail.

8 AM
i dont exist

12122005

1 am
nothing like speaking to a good friend.

12 am
what a work out!!

9pm
i hate food here! YUKK!!

8 PM
happy birthday gowtham. cake tastes yumm!!

7 PM
mom: a half marathon’s organized in bangalore on sunday
me: wow! mama i am coming home

5 PM
me: sir why dont you try sitting here with us for one day and not get bored, eh!!
how is that for an answer, when you get caught for not paying attention? ;)

3 PM
results r out! got an A... eee haw

8 AM
damn, why does morning come back as clock work!

11122005

1 am
volley ball..here comes the star server

12 am
birthday bumps... time to kick some but!!

11pm
watched desperate house wives
desperate or jobless?? you decide..

10pm
manU v/s everten...
i don’t dig football

8pm
humility is knowing that a million things arranged itself to make way for your success

--success vs. Joy by geeth sethi

4:30 pm

i miss her

how could things go so sour...

i miss her

how could i be hurt by the sweetest thing on the planet

i miss her

.

4pm

bye mom! bye dad!

don’t leave me and go...

i want to be with you guys...

.

2pm

mom, dad this is my campus

.

5am

mom, dad! Lets Go!! on our way to the mystical peaks…

10122005

8 PM
my parents finally came to mysore to meet me...
i have been so home sick..
took them out to eat,
where i used to have dinner on the road side...
it was simply amazing

5 PM
i went to write a test for the position of an editor...
they wanted me to write about a particular topic..
though i wrote about that topic...
i wrote for myself and not for the post of editor

8 AM
I have been skipping sleep for so long.
i would love to sleep for atleast 5-6 hours a day.
The entire of last week was so hectic, I must have got only 5 hours of sleep.
So when i went to my room last evening,
little did i know we would end up sleeping for the next 14 hours.
slept from 5:30 pm and woke up at 8:00 am!!!

09122005

5 PM
retreating to the room...

2 PM
oh god such a boring lecture

9 AM
test... got an A!!


12 AM
last minute studying and chit making...